I Wonder..

I wonder if this was a mistake.
Trusting you four again.
It seems that I was wrong.
Today when I asked for help,
one of you pushed me away with the same reason like the other one.
I won't reveal your names,
but you left me disappointed today.
Out of you four,
only A helped me the most.

I don't know if what I did was right.
Maybe I'm selfish.
Maybe I'm thoughtless.
I don't know what I did to receive this kind of treatment.
I'm sorry for trusting you three.
B, you left me feeling disappointed.